fuck

some girl in the same production of sweeney todd with me 

who i don’t particularly like

made two statuses online 

first one saying she “hates her life”

then a lil bit later made another saying she “wants to end it”

which was like a min ago

she was online so i messaged her on fb and said “hey girlll”

cuz i’m awkward

and then she deleted those two statuses

and i’m like

well

that’s awful to feel that way

incredibly awful

and i want to make her feel better because who is gonna care enough to say something

i might as well try 

yaaaa 

I’m more nervous now waiting for the cast list to be posted than I was actually auditioning! I just hope I get something. 

I am good. Even when I’m angry and wrong, I can change and know who I truly am on the inside. I can do good. I can help others to do good. I am beautiful. I can create beautiful things. I am loved. And I can spread that love.

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